January 2012
12 posts
Maladjusted and under the moon
Today was really heavy, forget it. I hardly even remember yesterday. I can’t write sincerely anymore, to hell with it. To hell with gravity and weight and the things that make Wednesdays feel so stagnant. It’s been a few months under the moonlight. We’re both pale and glowing all of the time. I’ve tried my damnedest to fight the sun, I just can’t let you see me, not...
December 2011
48 posts
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Ok so now
I’m just going to find my old gameboy and play some pokemon. Cool!
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Trying to take better mental notes now. Learning as I go, which makes me feel idiotic for going about things the same way over and over again after so many failures. I get it. Or I get what works for me. I had that one clue for so long where I thought “I only like things that seem masked and unavailable or too scary to pursue and way out of my confidence range”. I was sort of right....
Reading old things.
“books to be read, never ending to-do lists, Charlie Manson, unfinished projects, messy braids hanging on to my head for dear life, red red hair, pale pale skin, freckles, leggings, chewed finger nails, warm yellow light, words and concepts for days”
I’m still the same. Sort of.
Missing a lot of things right now.
I need to turn my brain off.
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Want
to rant about so much and I really do have so much to say. But the truth of it all is that EVEN IF SOMEONE DID CARE, I probably still wouldn’t say anything. So tired of the same old reactions to the same old thing. You would think that by now it would be familiar. And sometimes it is, sometimes I can feel it coming just by the way my head feels. Regardless, the same drone follows it always. I...
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Twitching Tongues - Insane...
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I am the judge. Get your orders from me.
I am the judge. Let the pendulum swing.
lilyankee asked: Can not wait to be getting wine drunk on the kitchen floor with you .<3
Wow.
kevinxroth:
Tomorrow the girl I’ve liked for awhile and am now dating will be here tomorrow. Two months ago she booked her flight to come here. That day will arrive tomorrow. I couldn’t be more excited.
Such an awesome experience. Good luck bud!